Eight of Cups and Three of Swords Tarot: i left and it was the right call and it still guts me
nobody cheated. nobody yelled. we just wanted different lives. i packed up two weekends ago because staying felt worse. friends say brave. i still cry in the car like i got dumped. some days i almost text "can we try again."
two-card on "did i make a mistake" — Eight of Cups upright, Three of Swords upright. walk-away card plus heartbreak card. both true at once somehow.
is this combo "yes leave, and yes it hurts" or "the pain means go back." because i don't want to undo a hard choice just because i'm lonely this week