The Fool and Ace of Wands Tarot: i want to quit and make art and everyone says i'm reckless
hate the job enough that sundays feel sick. art is the only time i feel awake. i have maybe four months of savings. friends say keep the job and do art at night. at night i'm empty. i keep almost writing a resignation.
two-card on "leap or not" — The Fool upright, Ace of Wands upright. beginner leap card plus creative spark card. feels like a green light. also feels like i'll be broke and sorry.
is this combo "go, the spark is real" or "spark yes, leap only with a runway." because i can talk myself into either by lunch