The Hanged Man and The Fool Tarot: i've been on pause for months — is it finally time to start?
application was pending forever. got the yes last week. now i can actually plan. also freeze every time i try to book the flight or message housing. feels like my body is still in waiting mode.
two-card on "what now" — The Hanged Man upright, The Fool upright. pause card plus beginner card.
is this "the pause is over, take a first step," or "stay still a bit longer until you feel ready"? because ready still hasn't shown up.