The Hermit and The Fool Tarot: i needed alone time — now the alone feels stuck. first step out?
took space after a rough year. no dating, fewer plans, lots of nights in. it helped. now the quiet feels less like rest and more like i forgot how to start. invitation to a small group sit this weekend and i keep almost saying no.
two-card on "what now" — The Hermit upright, The Fool upright. alone card plus beginner-out card.
is this "the retreat is done, take one small step out," or "stay in hermit longer until i feel ready"?