The Moon and The Devil Tarot: i can't stop checking my ex at 2am and i feel crazy
broke up six weeks ago. i blocked their number. somehow i still find the one social they didn't lock. every night i scroll looking for signs they're miserable or dating. then i can't sleep. next day i swear i'm done. then 2am again.
two-card on "what is this loop" — The Moon upright, The Devil upright. fog/fear card plus stuck craving card. feels like the deck called me out.
is this combo "anxiety making monsters" or "there's something real i'm sensing." because half the posts mean nothing and i still invent a whole story