Queen of Wands and The Devil Tarot: i feel powerful — why do i still crawl back to that one thing?
killed the presentation. people laughed at my jokes. felt like myself again. then drove past the old bar 'just to see' and almost texted the person i swore i was done performing for.
asked what this is. Queen of Wands upright, Devil upright. fire in my chest, hook in my pocket. part of me thinks confidence should have fixed it. part of me knows the glow and the chain are different animals.
can Queen of Wands shine while Devil still pulls, or does the hook prove the confidence was fake?