Six of Swords and The Star Tarot: i left the chaos — why do i still feel shaky, not healed?
signed the lease last month. boxes still half open. no more midnight arguments through the wall. sleep is better. still jump when my phone buzzes.
people keep saying "you did the hard part." i believe them for five minutes, then i spiral that i made a mistake or that nothing good is coming next.
two-card on "am i actually getting better" — Six of Swords upright, The Star upright. leaving-the-storm card next to the soft-hope card.
is Star saying healing is already started, or am i just on a boat in the middle with no shore yet?