Strength and The Devil Tarot: i'm holding it together but the old habit still yanks me
quit the late-night ordering loop. three weeks. people say they're proud. at 11pm my hands still itch for the app. i get through it most nights. feel like a clenched jaw with a good reputation.
two-card on "am i winning" — Strength upright, The Devil upright. patience card plus the chain card.
is this "keep holding, you're doing it," or "strength alone isn't enough and i need a different plan"? because white-knuckle forever sounds miserable.