Strength and The Star Tarot: i've been holding it together for months and i'm exhausted
mom's been sick since winter. i do hospital runs, work full time, answer every family group chat like i'm fine. people call me strong. i want to disappear for a weekend and not be useful.
two-card on "what now" — Strength upright, The Star upright. patience card plus hope card. looks encouraging. i feel used up.
is this combo "keep going, light ahead" or "you've been strong long enough, you need real rest." because if i stop even one day the whole schedule falls over