Temperance and The Devil Tarot: i'm trying to stay balanced — and the old urge still shows up
six months of steady routine. therapy, gym, early nights. felt mixed and okay for once. then last friday i almost texted my ex and almost bought a bottle "just for the weekend." stopped myself. still shook after.
two-card on "what is happening" — Temperance upright, The Devil upright. balance card plus chain card.
is this "keep mixing the healthy stuff, the pull is leftover," or proof the balance was fake and devil owns me?