The Tower and The Star Tarot: the worst week already happened so is hope actually next or am i bargaining
pipe burst tuesday. ceiling down, landlord ghosting, sleeping on a friend's couch with a trash bag of clothes. thursday i somehow felt light for an hour — like the panic had a floor. then guilt for feeling anything good while my stuff is ruined.
two-card on "where am i" — The Tower upright, The Star upright. collapse then the naked hope card. internet says "destruction clears for healing." sounds neat. feels suspicious.
is this combo real recovery energy or me romanticizing trauma so i don't scream into a pillow. also do i push the insurance claim hard or "trust the universe" like an idiot