Two of Pentacles and The Devil Tarot: i juggle work and this situationship — why can't i drop either?
full-time job. freelance nights. and this person who never calls me a partner but texts at 12:40 like i'm on call. i keep saying i'll simplify. then another deadline lands and another "you up?" and i answer both.
sleep is trash. friends stopped inviting me because i cancel. i still open the chat first thing.
asked "what is keeping me stuck" — Two of Pentacles upright, The Devil upright. juggling card next to the hook card.
is this "drop one ball before you burn out," or "the situationship is the chain and the busy schedule is how i hide it"?