Two of Swords and The Moon Tarot: i have an email i refuse to open and it's been three days
recruiter followed up. or it's the landlord. or medical results. i saw the notification, locked the phone, and now i just live around the unread badge. friends say open it. i feel like if i don't look, nothing bad is real yet.
two-card on "why am i doing this" — Two of Swords upright, The Moon upright. stuck-not-choosing card plus fog/fear card. feels embarrassing to even ask.
is this combo "you're avoiding on purpose, open it" or "wait until you're calmer." because the waiting is making the fear bigger and i know that