The World and The Fool Tarot: i finished the thing and i feel weirdly empty about starting over
graduated last friday. parties happened. photos happened. monday i woke up with no paper due and no clear next step. everyone asks what's next. i say i don't know and they laugh like it's cute. it doesn't feel cute. it feels blank.
two-card on "what now" — The World upright, The Fool upright. completion card plus beginner-again card. looks classic. i feel stupid for not celebrating harder.
is this combo "normal after a big finish, take the next small step" or "you're wasting the ending by freezing." because i keep refreshing job boards and closing the tab