Ace of Pentacles Tarot: got a paid trial and i'm scared to treat it like it's real
client emailed yesterday. small project, real invoice, deposit on the table if i say yes by friday. not my dream rate. not forever. still more solid than the "we'll keep you in mind" loop i've been in.
pulled "is this the start or a tease" and Ace of Pentacles upright. hand with a coin, garden gate, path. looks like a seed with a door.
do i take it messy and build, or hold out for something prettier. also how do i stop waiting for the email to get un-sent