Eight of Swords Tarot: i feel trapped and when i look closer the ropes are loose
same job complaints every week. same "i can't afford to leave / can't risk it / what if." friends list options. i explain why each one is impossible. then feel stuck again.
asked what's actually trapping me and Eight of Swords upright showed up. bound, blindfolded, swords around but not through. the classic "prison you partly built."
how do i tell real constraints from the ones i rehearse. also if the ropes are loose why does taking one step feel like dying