Five of Cups Tarot: i only see what went wrong and it's getting pathetic
didn't get the job. argued with my sister same week. keep replaying both like a highlight reel of failure. friends say look at what you still have and i want to throw a shoe.
asked how to get out of this headspace and Five of Cups upright showed up. grief focus, spilled cups, two still standing behind. i KNOW the metaphor. still stuck facing the mess.
is the card telling me to grieve properly... or stop auditioning for tragedy main character. also the two upright cups feel fake when i'm this salty