Four of Cups Tarot: good things keep showing up and i still feel nothing
friend invited me out. shrugged. small paid gig landed. shrugged. someone cute suggested drinks. shrugged so hard i almost pulled a muscle.
asked what's wrong with me and Four of Cups upright showed up. apathy, checked out, offer ignored. accurate. annoying.
is this a season where i need to sit... or am i sleepwalking past stuff i'll want later. don't want to force joy. also don't want to wake up and realize i ghosted my own life