Four of Pentacles Tarot: my savings are fine but i still panic if i buy groceries that aren't on sale
rent covered. emergency fund actually exists. still stood in the store for ten minutes deciding if the good pasta was "allowed." canceled plans because i didn't want to spend $18 on a movie. roommate joked i'm becoming a dragon. laughed. then checked my banking app for the third time that night.
asked what this grip is and Four of Pentacles upright. figure hugging coins, crown, city behind him, not moving.
is this smart after the years i was broke, or am i stuck in control mode now that i don't need it as hard. also partner wants a weekend trip. i want to say no before they finish the sentence