Four of Swords Tarot: everyone wants something and i just want a dark room
back-to-back crises. work, family, one friendship drama for dessert. body feels like static. friends say come out. boss says quick call. i want curtains closed and phone in another room.
asked if rest is allowed and Four of Swords upright showed up. pause, recovery, mental timeout. which should feel like permission. instead i feel lazy.
how long is a real rest before i'm just avoiding life. also how do i tell people without a 12-page excuse