King of Cups Tarot: everyone says i'm so calm and inside i'm a storm
mom in the hospital scare last month. team meltdown at work same stretch. i did the steady voice, the logistics, the "we're going to be fine." people thanked me for being rock.
asked what that cost and King of Cups upright showed up. emotional maturity, calm in the storm. which is either a compliment or a diagnosis that i never get to fall apart.
when do i get to not be the ocean's chill surface. also scared if i crack once they'll never trust me again