Knight of Wands Tarot: bought the ticket already am i an idiot
fought with my own boredom. opened the airline app. one-way ticket for next weekend. told two friends after, not before. they said "iconic" and also "who are you."
sat with it and Knight of Wands upright showed up like of course. charge ahead, passion, leap first. which is either permission or the deck roasting me.
do i lean into the chaos trip... or try to cancel before the fee eats me. also is this growth or just dopamine with a boarding pass