Nine of Wands Tarot: i'm so close to finishing and i want to quit anyway
project due in nine days. we've been through two scope changes and one teammate ghosting. i'm the one still here patching stuff at 11pm.
asked if i have it in me and Nine of Wands upright showed up looking exactly like my face. wounded, still standing, walls up. inspiring. exhausting.
is this "one more push you can make it" or "you're cooked and stubbornness is about to break you." don't want to flake. also don't want to pretend i'm fine