Seven of Pentacles Tarot: two years in and i can't tell if i'm growing or just waiting
started here hungry. learned a lot year one. year two is meetings about meetings and a manager who says i'm "on the radar" every quarter. pay bumped once. skills kinda stalled. friends say stick it out. recruiters slide into linkedin. i open the tabs and freeze.
asked if the wait is wise and Seven of Pentacles upright. figure leaning on a hoe, looking at pentacles on a bush like he's doing math out loud.
is this patience with a real harvest coming, or assessment time where i'm supposed to admit the crop is mid and leave. because "give it another year" is starting to sound like a spell