Six of Swords Tarot: packing up after the drama and it still doesn't feel like winning
lease ends next month. new city mostly chosen because it's not here. not running from the cops. running from the same bars, same mutuals, same story on loop.
asked if leaving is healing or chicken and Six of Swords upright showed up. transition, calmer waters, boat away from the swords. which sounds right. still feels like i'm sneaking out of my own life.
is numb normal for this card... or am i supposed to feel hopeful already. also guilt about the people who weren't the problem