Strength and The Moon Tarot: i'm holding it together — why does everything still feel unreal?
showing up for work. feeding the dog. answering texts like a normal person. after dark the whole day feels like a costume and i wonder if i'm actually fine or just performing fine.
asked what this is. Strength upright, Moon upright. soft courage, thick fog. part of me is proud i didn't snap. part of me thinks the fog means i'm missing the real threat.
is Strength under Moon still real strength, or am i white-knuckling a dream?