Ten of Swords Tarot: it already happened so why does the card still feel like a punch
got fired thursday. not quiet. zoom all-hands, then private chat, then my access died while people were still in the channel. embarrassing. also broke. also weirdly calm until night hits.
pulled for "what now" and Ten of Swords upright. face down, swords in the back, sunrise on the horizon. everyone online says rock bottom + new day. feels like they're skipping the part where i'm still on the ground.
is this just "yes it sucked, stop poking the wound" or is there something i'm supposed to do besides update linkedin and cry in the car