The Devil Tarot: why do i keep wanting to text my ex at 1am
blocked him. unblocked him. deleted the thread. still open the chat and stare.
it's been 4 months. nothing new happened. i just get this itch after a drink or a bad day. asked why i can't leave it alone and Devil upright sat there with Eight of Cups reversed like a joke.
i know what the card means. addiction / chain / bad attachment. still want someone to say it's not that deep and i'm fine. am i fine or am i just negotiating with the chains