The World Tarot: i finished the degree and feel weirdly empty not triumphant
walked across the stage last weekend. family cried. i smiled for photos and then went home and stared at the wall.
kept asking what now and World upright showed up with Fool underneath like a punchline. completion then blank page. everyone says i should be proud. i mostly feel unemployed with a hat.
is World "you did it, integrate and enjoy" or "congrats the next cycle already started and you're late." hate that finishing feels like falling