Two of Pentacles Tarot: day job plus side gig and i keep dropping one of them
9 to 5 pays rent. evenings i take design gigs so i can quit someday. this week i missed a client deadline AND forgot a work standup because i was finishing said client thing. calendar looks like a lost game of tetris. partner says i look tired. i say i'm fine. i'm not fine.
asked what's going on and Two of Pentacles upright. guy dancing with two coins, ships in weird waves behind him. cute until you live it.
is the card "keep juggling, you'll get better" or "drop one coin before you drop both." because someday quit is starting to feel like never